Aw, damn I thought my migraines were doing a little better. I’ve been trying to track them lately just to document the frequency. I had started a new medication (bipolar) and at a lower dose it was helping. As we upped the dose it’s not any more. Maybe I’ll talk to my pdoc about lowering the dose. My appetite was much better on the lower dose anyway but the headache benefit might be a good reason to lower it. I don’t see her going for it though.
Occasionally I track my migraines when they seem more or less frequent. I always forget to add the migraines which I’ve taken something at the very beginning of or at the aura stage. It’s easy to remember the ones which I had to go hide in my room and lay in the dark.
The last time I had been really tracking them my neuro handed them back to me and told me I could hang on to them. He was not interested. I couldn’t believe it because I’ve seen so many doctors over the years as a nurse and patient who have requested headache logs. I dislike physicians who think they know it all.
From my logs I learned that light is one of my worst triggers. Strong smells, splenda and NutraSweet are also triggers. Those are concretes. I WILL get a migraine. Also liquor. I had three apple ciders tonight. I never drink so this is an anomaly. They are so good though and my husband and I were home alone doing yard work. They didn’t disappoint though and I’m working on a decent headache now.
When my son was in high school I did by his friend staying with us while having problems at home. Later he confessed and went to rehab. I felt so betrayed. It was a bottle of ADD meds that my son had refused to take.
Last night I went to take a klonapin. I couldn’t find it anywhere. My mind immediately thinks someone took it. I have kids in and out of my house. I went to bed really uneasy. My husband said I just misplaced it because I misplace things all the time. Go to sleep. 🙂
All I could think of was having to tell my Pdoc my meds were stolen. Like she’s never heard that before. And I don’t think I’d be able to tell her. I’d look like a drug seeker and I was abusing my medication.
This morning i found it. I over reacted last night. Once again my husband was right. I’ll keep him around 😉
I’ve been out of my Lamictal for five days now. It’s messing with my sleep and my mood. Sometimes I can miss a pill or two of something and feel no consequence but not the Lamictal. My mood goes low and I get weepy. It is a mood stabilizer afterall. It’s one that I can’t miss.
I feel so depressed. I’m having a hard time dragging myself out of bed and then I don’t know what to do once I’m up. I’m feeling so overwhelmed at my mounting chores. I started a paining project last week. It’s not complete. My furniture is scattered. I just want to crawl back into bed.
This morning I got up after taking the first dose of Lamictal last night. I slept a little better but my mood is no better and my motivation is lower. I have a mild migraine. I’m sitting in my fave chair under a blanket while binging on Naked and Afraid XL and feeling sad and negative today.
I take a bunch of meds every night. It’s about a handful practically. To keep things organized I have to use a pill sorter now and I’m no where near elderly! Without it I would be forgetting all kinds of pills.
Now I have one of those giant 30 day pill sorters. It’s like a caricature of a pill sorter. One of my dreaded chores is filling the damn pill box when it runs out. I procrastinate on that so bad.
So, sometimes I wish I could just stop my bipolar meds. I know it’s common. They often make me feel very flat and numb. I don’t feel like doing anything and mostly sleep. Abilify did it to me bad. We kept raising the dose. I didn’t realize it was the medication but thought it was a new part of depression. It’s like being a zombie and just going through the motions big time.
For morning meds I just have my stimulant med for ADD which is sometimes used for depression as well. It’s something that I never want to do without either. It helps with my chronic fatigue and gives me a little bit of help with motivation. I rarely forget to take it because it is so useful to me. I recently had an pharmacy/insurance issue and I was not able to take it for a month. I couldn’t believe how much of a difference it made when I had to be without.
Now, I’d keep all my migraine meds. I guard them. I’m kind of a hoarder. 🙂 j/k a lil bit. 😉 They all live in my purse and I take them everywhere. I don’t plan to be anywhere without any of them.
Ice. I use ice for my forehead and back of neck. Often I will wake up and my eyes are numb from the ice. Its effective for me because my pain is greatest in my eye.
peppermint essential oil across the forehead (careful!) and the back of the neck. I sometimes mix it with lavender. The peppermint’s cooling sensation on the skin helps take the edge off. It’s also something you can easily use if you are out and about.
My bed. I typically sleep on my back with knees up.
My tens. This is my go-to for a migraine with extra tight muscles on the side of my neck. It really loosens the muscles. You start out very lightly and then when you’re used to it you can dial it down.
sun glasses if I’m going to be leaving a building. I even wear my sunglasses on a bright but cloudy day. Sunlight is a big trigger of mine.
a shower. No brainier, right? I like to put a few drops of peppermint, or rosemary. It smells amazing and they aren’t a strong floral scent,
Later when I’m feeling a little better I love a Fountain coke. I know everyone has heard of coke added to your advil or tylenol which is a good idea. However, there seems to be more coke syrup (maybe?) I crave this and I’m guilty of asking my kids to go to the corner store for me.
Frankincense and Myrrh. This stuff is amazing, It helped my husbands back pain. He was so impressed and didn’t believe it would work at first. I’ve found it at my local pharmacy near the diabetic things. It does have other essential oils in it too but it’s worth it.
My dog. He knows when I’m getting a migraine and always lays with me. Something about my pup is so healing,.
Later, when my husband comes home he will pick up my meds at the pharmacy. Hopefully they will do the trick.