I still think of this when I’m writing posts. Mostly when I post too many incriminating details about my life, thinking someone can piece the details together and out me. I know it’s stupid. But they say never post something on the internet unless you aren’t afraid it could come back to haunt you.
I used to belong to a band message board. My ID included my real name. I know now that I was extremely manic. I’d be posting at all hours of the night. I became friends with many. I was flirty and chatty. I had way too much confidence. I made bad decisions. I followed the band. I occasionally worried since I used my real name that I’d be connected to this flirtatious groupie (exaggerate….).
I really want to tell my story a little deeper so I’ve deleted a few of my personal posts to distance myself so I can be more authentic without worrying. Maybe it will give me more perspective. I just don’t want my family to be hurt by my actions.